Tuesday, May 30, 2017

Dead Nigga Blvd. (Pt. 1)


Ivan Ave - The Circle (prod. Mndsgn)

Thursday, May 25, 2017

Because Salli Richardson-Whitfield

4 things

If you could delete 4 things from this earth, what would they be?

Mine are

  1. White Privilege
  2. The IRS
  3. Bad Credit
  4. The fact that my birth records are sealed by the State of New York

What would your 4 things be? 

Sunday, May 21, 2017

lost in translation

i'm beginning to wonder if being asked to exchange contact information means i don't want to communicate with you at all,  in another language.

Wednesday, May 17, 2017

I suppose

I should do some dating. 

Long term goal is to find love, to find a woman with whom to build a tribe. I've been trying to wait until I could afford to date, but I should at least get some practice as I realize I'm getting set in my ways.  I need to change my routine of going to work, then the gym then home to make dinner, watch tv, going to bed and repeating the cycle all while getting old. But I live in Oregon, and the type of women I go for are so rare I may need to import them from Northern California. 

Loyle Carner - Florence [Ft. Kwes] (Official Video)


When people do the things that they say they're gonna do, that's cool.

Sunday, May 14, 2017


I can't remember the last time I

Kissed someone
Hugged someone
Had a date
Had sex

Saturday, May 13, 2017

Pardon this rant

if you too busy to respond to a text  which is the easiest and quickest form of communication there is, just admit that you don't want to be bothered with me so I can delete your contact information so that I won't make the mistake of calling or texting you again.  Sometimes a friend will pop in my head while I am at work, and I'll text them. saying " I'm pretty busy but you just popped in my head, and I wanted to say hey."  They will understand and may either respond with a smileyface or message saying " I'm good. we'll chat later."
That means alot to me.  Not getting a response at all?  That's foul. 

That is all. 

Monday, May 8, 2017

Sunday, May 7, 2017

Mary J. Blige - Glow Up (Audio) ft. Quavo, DJ Khaled, Missy Elliott

This right here!
fiya... Mary always come through when going through something....

My top 5

in this order.

yes, I know it's sappy, but I'm all about love and I'm not ashamed.

(which is ironic, considering that I'm chronically single)
Endless Love
  - Jean Harris and I sang this duet for our final for our voice class at university ( we got an A). This is also my favorite movie of all time.
Still A Thrill
   -I have pics of me at the place Jody Watley made this video- The Paris Opera House

Thank You For Loving Me

Rock With You

Surprised there are no Prince or Janet Jackson songs in my top 5?  I'm surprised too. Jody Watley's  Still A Thrill comes close, considering it's produced by Andre Cymone, Prince's child-hood best friend and was in Prince's first band.

#janet, #janetjackson, #nasty #missjacksonifyourenasty


MJB! I wasn't ready!

what I want to do

everytime a coworker tongue-kisses my boss's ass and the ass of every fulltime employee in the department every single day:


Wednesday, May 3, 2017

Mary J Blige - I Found My Everything

I'm going to stop saying if I ever get married,   and say when I get married, because whatever we say it goes out into the universe.

When I get married,  Prince's Venus di Milo will be playing as she walks down the aisle,  but this right here...this song, will be the first song my bride and I will dance to...

WHEN  I get married.

Tuesday, May 2, 2017


A special message from Janet for her fans.


The Elliptical

Thanks to Sude and Hamid, 2 graphic designers from Fiverr.com, these are my choices of covers for my novella, 'The Elliptical',  coming soon to your Amazon Kindle.

Yes, a parachute figures prominently in this revengeful thriller, but which one to use?